Progress Report 12-15-17

I've decided that my self-improvement strategy involves taking better care of my health. My mental health specifically. I won't miss a day of meds. I will pursue some doctors visits and determine whether or not there is a better combination of medications and birth controls out there. Maybe I will not be so sad. Pamela and I discuss whether or not my depression is mostly chemical or environmental. We think that as soon as I reinvigorate my passions and regain my purpose life will get better.

I'm excited to eat real food again. I haven't eaten more than a few carbs a day in the last week.

I'm watching "How to Get Away with Murder" right now. It's an interesting show, but there is a particularly resonant line that I don't want to forget. "I'm not saying no, I just need more time." This is precisely how I feel. I do not know how things could continue as they were without some radical self improvement on both ends.

I am going to write a screenplay, or a novel, or start a blog. Look at that. I did. I started a vlog too in fact. I want to reinvest in my art and creativity. This will help me.

With love, E